Archive for October, 2006

UNCERTAINTY

Tuesday, October 24th, 2006

UNCERTAINTY

I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly
I’ll do what it takes till I touch the sky
and I’ll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
and break away
out of the darkness and into the sun
but I won’t forget all the ones that I love
I’ll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
and break away…

Nobody told me that I’d be in happy faces
trying to erase the traces
of what came before me
the girl that I used to see
is somewhere buried deep
she’s fallen asleep and I’m trying to wake her
set her free

Now is a never ending thing
one moment turns into another
before I’ve had time to run from all the other ones
and it’s so hard to live a dream
when everything that they want you to be
is anything but me

So much confusion
circling inside my head
what this one and that one said
it’s all an illusion coz I’m still the same person
no matter how fast I run
and I’m trying to hold on to where it is I’ve come from

Now is a never ending thing
one moment turns into another
before I’ve had time to run from all the other ones
and it’s so hard to live a dream
when everything that they want you to be
is anything but me..

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us. Don’t go for looks; they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Don’t count the years- - count the memories. Because no matter how painful things happened into your life…it will fall in their proper places in God’s perfect time! ILOVE HER SO MUCH….SHE’S BEEN A WORLD TO ME..SHE’S BEEN MY LIFE!!!

JUST AN EMOTIONAL ADJUSTMENT..

Tuesday, October 17th, 2006

If only the world could see what I feel
then, would the world, know who I am
I’ve loved, lost and feared the world
for it is sometimes too much to bare

Control, power, is what I fear
for I am weak inside and full of pain
I shout and cry, but knowing
there is nobody there to hear me
I swallow the shame and anger
that lies beneath me

I am lost to reality and living in time
Though I am struggling through life
and all that it offers, I am only human
and that is what makes me . . . Me.

Still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure
that I have earned, but realize that, I have
not yet overcome the world’s greatest challenge

Love! and how to accept it -
I am ready to face my fears.

IT WAS KINDA DIFFICULT TO ADJUST TO A NEW SITUATION IN YOUR LIFE…WHEN IT SEEMS TO BE THAT YOU’RE HOPING TO PUT EVERYTHING IN THEIR PROPER PLACES AND YET THEY DIDN’T TURNED OUT THE WAY IT SHOULD BE…